what the heck!!!

last night was AWEFUL! AJ is usually whiney (spelling?) at bedtime but last night was a nightmare! he went to sleep at 7:00 and woke up at 7:30. I tried to let him cry himself back to sleep. after 15 minutes he started screaming and hyperventilating so jake went in his room and picked him up, he still cried! 5 more minutes of jake holding him and he still was crying so i tried holding him and he calmed down. i got him back to sleep about 8:00, laid him in his crib and walked out of the room and he started screaming again! i let it go for about 5 minutes and went back in there and picked him up, then nothing that i did helped him! nothing!!!! i tried walking with him, i tried rocking him, sitting with him, playing with him, laying down with him. NOTHING WORKED! finally, i called my mom crying! and he calmed down! i think he liked to see me flusterd! meanie! while i was bawling on the phone to my mom he started rolling around on my bed. when i got off of the phone, he pulled himself over to me, laid his head on my stomach and i started rubbing his back. within 2 minutes if that he was out. he was so tired and asleep that i picked him up, laid him on my chest, and he didn't wake up. HE MADE MY MIND UP FOR ME THOUGH! NO MORE KIDS!!! i really do have a good baby and if i take a chance at having another one and it is fussy like that allllll the time, i'll go insane! i have no patience as it is i couldn't imagine having a baby act like that EVERY night! i'm exhausted today!